"I can't hear you!" I screamed at Good. He was standing
in front of me with his arms crossed over his chest. He mouthed his eloquent
words, but they were silent.
"Don't screw with me!" I yelled
at him, throwing my hands in the air. "What are you saying?!"
He was screaming now. His eyes shortened,
and the veins in his forehead bulged. He bent over as the air left his lungs.
"It must not be important..." A
voice spoke from behind me. I turned, and Bad was standing there, picking at
his nails as he paced.
"I don't want to hear you." I
hissed, breathing in and regaining my composure.
"That's odd," he smiled,
"you usually do."
"You're doing this," I asked
him, "aren't you?"
"Typical," he sighed,
"blame the dude who wears red for being the bad guy."
"You are the bad guy."
"Well," he stopped, looking up
in the air and hesitating before looking back at me, "yeah, you're right.
But why blame me? I'm not doing anything."
"And I should trust your word,
why?"
"Cuz," he said simply, "I'm
not doing it."
"I have no reason to believe
you."
"True, I'll admit that. But will you
at least give me the courtesy to explain myself?"
"I really don't want to hear
it."
"Aw, come on. You always give that asshole the chance to stand on his
soapbox and deliver is articulated and thoroughly-practiced monologues..."
"I like hearing him speak." I
mumbled. "He's right."
"Well, please;" he exasperated,
"do tell me what he's going on about this time!"
I turned back, and Good was still driving
himself into the ground, trying to scream. He was on his knees, and his face
was as red as Bad's shirt.
"Fine," I murmured, "say
what you want to say."
"It's really quite the simple answer
as to why you can't hear him."
"Oh," I mocked, "I'm sure it is."
"You can't hear him because you're
not listening.
"Really?" I sighed. "This
is not the guidance I wanted."
"No," he doubled back, "not
to him. To everything."
"I know Psychology professors who are
less vague than you are."
"I want you to think about what
you're doing in 'the real world' right now."
"Sleeping." I stated. "Or
at least I hope so."
"What is going on in your current
social life?"
"Heh," I laughed, "good
one. What is this 'social life' you speak of?"
"Think about every person that you
talk to on a normal basis. And think about everything that they say to you.
You're only listening to their voices."
I stood there, and held my hands out. I
coked my head over to one side, and opened my mouth a little.
"What the hell are you talking
about?" I asked him. "I'm listening to every word they say, that's
the one thing that I can do!"
"You're not hearing everything."
He declared. "You're not hearing the whispers of this world."
I cocked my head over to one side once
again.
"You're hearing the voices. They
guide you in everything that you do. But the whispers tell you whether or not
that that's a bad thing. The voices tell you to pursue a relationship.
But the whispers tell you why she isn't supposed to be in it."
"Are you asking me to be paranoid and
delirious again?"
"It depends on what you mean by that.
If you mean to say that listening to the whispers that resonate from deep within
your soul, or the whispers that bounce between the leaves and ripple through
the clouds in the sky, then yes; I'm telling you to be paranoid and
delirious."
"Whenever I listen to you, I just
think I'm turning into a neurotic lunatic."
"Well you perceive your
representations of your morality to be the good and bad versions of yourself,
so I would call you a nut."
"Gee, thanks."
"No problem." He spouted.
"But do you gather my meaning?"
"I guess. Listen to my gut feeling
more?"
"Pretty much, yes."
I looked back over at Good, and he was on
his knees, peering up at me. His eyes and face were bright red, and ears rolled
down his cheeks. When we made eye-contact, he quickly shook his head back and
forth.
"Tell me," Bad whispered from
behind me, "what do the whispers say to you right now?"
"That you're being really creepy
right now?"
"What do they tell you?" He
pushed. I stopped and breathed. I looked down at Good, and I could feel my face
twist in disgust.
"They say that he is not the voice to be listening
to."
"And what else do they say?"
"They say to listen to the other
voices. Not you, just the others."
"No." He stopped, drawing back
away from me. "You should listen to me more."
"No." I retorted. "I'll
keep your words in mind, but I'd rather listen to other voices than your
own."
"Oh," he sighed, "you'll
come back."
"I won't."
"You say that a lot."
"Well this time I mean it; I'm not
coming back to you."
"We'll see." He started, walking
into the distance. "We'll see what you do with the dark closes you in.
We'll see what you do when the sweet tang of sin drips from your lips. We'll
see what you do when the voices of this world scream to you in the night, tearing
you from your slumber and throwing you down. We'll see..."
I watched him as he faded to white. His
words echoed. I looked back at good after Bad had left.
"What have you done?" He
dribbled. "What have you done?"
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