"You're not going to help me with this at all, are you?"
I asked Bad. He sat back in his chair, looking up and down his bookshelf.
"Why should
I?" He grumbled. "Isn't this all your problem to sort out?"
"But Anger is
with you!" I shouted, making him jump.
"Look."
He explained, turning to me. "There's a part of me that wants to go do
something about this, because there is some unholy and unnatural thing about
Anger being in control. But there's this other part of me that really enjoys
seeing you like this. And you know what? That part wins."
"Can you at
least tell me who can help me?"
"None of
mine." He pursed his lips. "Maybe go talk to Love and see what she
has to say."
I got up and left
his house, without giving him a second glance. I walked until I hit the pink
house, and Love was sitting on her porch, nursing her still unhealed wounds.
"Let me
guess," she started without looking up at me, "Bad won't help you in
any way, shape, or form so you're coming to me for help?"
"You're so
good at this..." I sighed.
"What makes
you think I can help you?" She glared,
motioning at her wounds.
"Could you at
least point me in a direction to go?" I begged. "Because I have no
idea where to start with this."
"This seems
like it's going to be something you're going to have to deal with on your
own." She said, looking down the street. "You're going to have to go
up to the monastery and deal with it yourself."
"I don't
think I can do it by myself."
"Well it
seems like every time you have the wild hair up your ass to do something,
someone else gets sucked into everything!" She snapped, whipping back to
look at me. "So I think it would be in everyone's best interest if you did
it on your own!"
She was right. But
I could see a fire burning in her eyes. Maybe
Anger is up to something again? I thought. I walked down her driveway and
back down the street, leaving her to her own accord. I looked past the town and
up the mountain. The summit was still covered in a thick layer of clouds. I
sighed, and began my trek up the mountain.
* *
* * *
The clouds fogged
my vision, I couldn't see the monastery until I nearly walked into the wooden
door. I hesitated before pushing it open. The handle was warm, and a faint
rumbling could be heard from inside. I pushed the door open. A dark, ruby orb
was hovering above the throne at the far end of the main hall, emitting the
subdued rumbling. The left entryway to Anger's domain had been blocked by snow
white gate with golden ornaments. The right entryway now had a door, with the
same light shining through its opening. Good sat on the throne. His eyes were
closed. His suit had been torn and shredded, and it was stained red in spots. I
began to walk down the hallway, but Good's eyes shot open, and he began to
float above his seat.
"You are not
welcome here!" He screamed, the orb glowing brighter and getting louder.
His eyes were glazed over. He wasn't himself. I could hear Anger cackling from
beyond his gate. I turned and ran towards Monk's door, and slammed it shut
behind me. The rumbling faded instantly.
Monk sat
cross-legged in front of his fire. There was a rose to his left, and a knife to
his right. In front of him was metal bowl that held three, smoking incense
sticks.
"I was
beginning to wonder how long it would take you to come here." He announced
without turning his attention.
"It took me a
while to realize what I needed to do."
"And what is
that?"
"Come up here
and fix the problem?" I stuttered. He tilted his head, and then rose to
his feet.
"To find the
solution to the problem," he began, walking over to his cot, "you
must first find the root of the problem."
"Anger is now
in charge." I told him. "And I need to fix it."
"And why is
Anger in charge?" He pursued. "Why is he doing what he is to
Good?"
"I don't
know." I pursed.
"Good's mind
has been shrouded by a cloud that originates from Anger." He explained,
resting at the foot of his cot. "What I mean to ask, is why this cloud is here?"
I stopped short of
answering. The fire still cracked to my left, and the rumbling persisted from
behind me.
"You are
letting Anger take control of your thinking." He asserted. "In every
aspect of your life, you are letting him take control."
"So how do I
fix it?"
"Make sure he
isn't in control." I could hear him smile.
"I don't know
how to do that."
"With every
problem that occurs in your life, there are a multitude of ways to solve
them." He continued. "The way in which you solve problems is with him. If you change the way in
which you solve problems, you will change the way you walk through life. And
this means that he will no longer be the one in control."
I drew in a
breath, but stopped as he motioned to the fire. He led me to where he was
meditating, and held out his hand for me to sit down.
"While there
are many ways in which to solve a problem, there are only two before you."
He stated, walking back to his cot. "Pick one."
"Pick one
what?" I pleaded, turning back to face him.
"One
solution." He replied as he laid down. He openly held his hands to his
sides. I looked down, and the rose and the knife still sat there. I moved them
in front of me, one on each side of the metal bowl. I began to grab for the
knife, but I hesitated.
"I understand
your trepidation." He answered from his bed. "It takes a lot for one
to reach into their own soul, and change the way in which we live."
I hesitated once
more, my eyes darting back and forth between the bright red rose, and the gold
hilted knife. The rose still had beads of water on the outside of its petals.
The knife had Chinese lettering, etched into the length of the blade.
"What do I do
when I make a decision?" I asked aloud.
"You leave
this room and face your problem." He announced, still laying down on his
bed.
I grabbed the stem
of the rose, and rolled it in my hands. Its thorns receded into itself, and it
bloomed further. The stem grew and wrapped itself around my arm, sprouting full
blooms as it went. I got up and reached for the door, my arm covered in scarlet
blossoms.
"Excellent
decision." He breathed, getting back up to continue his meditation in
front of the fire. "I do believe that you should come up here more
often."
I smiled as I
rested my hand on the handle, and nodded. I pushed the door open, and closed it
behind me.
Good woke up once
more, and glared at me as he rose out of his chair.
"I thought
you had left." He smirked.
"This isn't
who you are." I declared, walking at a steady pace up to him. "You
are listening to the words of Anger."
"These words
are my own!" He screamed, slamming his fists down on the throne, rattling
the entire building.
"I'm here to
strip you of your power."
"You will do
no such thing!" Anger screamed from behind his gate. I turned and held my
hand up to the gate, and the gate collapsed, and the door in front of Monk's
room broke down. The lights in the building roared to life, even illuminating
the dark quarters of Angers home. I turned back to Good, and held out the first
rose to him. He floated back down to the ground, and grabbed it with his index
finger and thumb. A wind tore outside the monastery, blowing the clouds off
into the distance. Good's eyes returned to normal, and he walked out the main
door to make his way down the mountain. The red orb shook violently, and then
shattered as Anger screamed in despair.
Monk stood in the
entryway of his quarters, and Anger kneeled down in his. I stood before the
marble throne and peered at the two of them, as they glanced at each other.
Anger pulled himself up to his feet, and shuffled back into his room, defeated.
Monk turned to me and nodded. I began to walk out of the monastery, a bright
white light peering through the door's edges.
"I expect you
back here in the near future." He beamed, taking his incense up to the
throne. I smiled with my eyes closed, and pushed the door open.
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